Your First Same-Sex Crush

[ryan8029]

My first crush happened when I was 13. It was on my neighbor who was 15 at the time. I actually made friends with his half brother who is my age just to see him. He had such a smile and really nice eyes. I remember being really nervous around him and I could never talk normally to him because of it. He was just so decent to me and I think the fact that he was a guy who gave me positive attention after so many years of guys doing the opposite was the initial attraction, which is probably a really stupid reason, but what can I say? I had the crush for quite a while, probably til I was 18. Which sounds pretty sad too, but I had other crushes so I wasn't completely weird.

[Lex]

Never tried to check if he was gay maybe?

[ryan8029]

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Nah. There was high potential for that to ruin everything and I didn't want to risk that.